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This is the girl that keeps me going, that makes me wanna be a better person. This is my lover that makes me want to believe in love again, that makes my heart skip just of the thought of her. This is Vanessa

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Breathe

I pick up the phone and your voice catches me off guard
My heart skips a beat and it takes me a moment to respond
I hear your breath
And it moves through my entire body
A feeling of complete warmth overtakes me

As you speak, my mind imagines you standing in front of me
I can see you looking at me
Standing there looking into my eyes
I feel your breath on my face
We move closer to one another
Every breath you breathe is mine
And I yours

Our bodies touch
I can feel your heartbeat against my chest
We stand motionless
Simply breathing
Holding one another close
The only movement is the rhythmic rise and fall of our chests
As we breathe

I feel you inside me
Inside every part of me
Your love caresses my soul
My heart is so full of emotions
Yet I cant move
All I can do is breathe

The beating of your heart fills my ears
And my breath quickens
You respond by taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly
I melt in the comfort of your arms
As I hold you even closer
Your breath becomes my own
And in that instant the world disappears

In this moment all that exists
Is just you and me
Standing closer than any two people have ever been
Utter contentment fills my entire being
As we share every feeling, every emotion, every breath
All I can do is hold you and look into your eyes And simply, breathe


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Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

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How can I let you know
How much you mean to me
I know sometimes you wonder why
Are you the one that I need
As sure as I breathe
You are the one for me
And I want you to know

You're always on my mind
Thoughts of you all the time

No matter how far
And no matter how wide
I promise baby that I'll stay by your side
Cause in my mind I see you
And I just can seem to shake you
Your sweetness to me is what I'm thinking of

The thought of you brings happiness
Inside I know that I am yours
But there's so much more to say
There's something that I got to tell you
So you know that I care

It's the way you look at me
The sight of you knocks me off of my feet
I want to kiss and tell
And get to know you well

When I think about you, baby
Joy comes over me
And when I close my eyes boy
Your face is all I see

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This is her.....without me...she still beautiful..
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so beautiful, sexy & kind
i smile as bright as the sun
when i realize you're mine
you're like an angel sent from above
i feel so priveleged to have your love
see before you came
didn't wanna be in this place 
experiencing pain i thought
no one could erase
but you took it all away
made everything okay
and although i still feel like
that sometimes
it comforts me to know you're mind
that somewhere out you're thinking of me
and where i am you want  to be
to my heart you hold the key
you may not feel as strongly
and that's ok with me
i understand you don't fall in
love that easily
but don't feel bad
it's alright
just as long as one day you might.

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If I were a painter
I would paint my reverie
If that's the only way for you to be with me

We'd be there together
Just like we used to be
Underneath the swirling skies for all to see

And I'm dreaming of a place
Where I could see your face
And I think my brush would take me there
But only ...

If I were a painter
And could paint a memory
I'd climb inside the swirling skies to be with you
I'd climb inside the skies to be with you

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Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you


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If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings,
but I know you are here with me now,
We'll make it through, and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand,If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away,
But I know that this much is true,
We'll make it through,
And I hope you are the one I share my life with,
And I wish that you could be the one I die with,
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with,
I hope I love you all my life
'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today, 'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right,And though I can't be with you tonight,You know my heart is by your side

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this is me thinking about you.....

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When the world keeps spinning round
My world's upside down
You and I wouldn't change a thing
I've got nothing else to lose
I lost it all when I found you
And I wouldn't change a thing
No, you and I wouldn't change a thing

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